I've done some thinking about this blog and about what it means to me. This blog is how I plan to record and share my journey to become my best, healthiest and happiest self by my 25th birthday. Yet I don't really share it. I only hint to who I am... and I don't tell family and friends, those closest to me, about what I'm doing. Why is that? Maybe it's fear of judgment. Or maybe it's habit of a private person... it really doesn't matter because it ends now. Part of this journey is learning to be open and honest about who I am and what I want. Learning to accept myself, and love myself, for who I am as well as never being afraid to show the world ME in all my glory. By not sharing these goals and plans... by "kinda" hiding my blog, I am only further hindering myself from success. I want to be 100% me all the time. And this journey is part of that. My first step was joining SparkPeople (again) on Tuesday. My user name is stepheniez and I have not only a photo of my lovely face... but also... my BEFORE weight loss pictures. Eek! I'm feeling very motivated and have started to get involved in the SP community. Unfortunately, I drive to California on Saturday, fly to Hawaii on Tuesday and have eight million things to do before either adventure... so until I'm settled into my new home in Hawaii, I will be MIA. But once I am, I will be back in full force, ready to change my life =) And to stay true to the new "this is me" committment... the before photos:
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